Historic

Ah...a historical day in my short life. 12.10.11. A momentous decision made. The near future may be brighter or ....alas, dimmer. Only time will tell and only God now knows.

I've learned that sometimes we have to decide to quit. To continue or to quit is a decision. By not making a decision, we're not helping ourselves. Today, I made the decision to:

- live, not just exist

- not conform to norm if it does not serve my state of mind

Quiting is not a failure. It's all about perspective. To quit takes courage. It takes courage to move in opposite direction. To quit is to be free from a situation that is no longer tolerable. It takes a lot of courage and hope to follow a dream. Do not prolong unnecessary suffering. It's not beneficial to either parties involved.

Another perspective is equating quiting with no persistence, willfulness and strength.

I'd rather dwell on the former.